The night was relatively easy this morning not so much there is a lump in my throat and an elephant stomping on my chest my stomach is cramping and I cannot feel my fingers
I need to get some release by writing here but I really do not want to talk about it It might be in my head it might be in somebody else's head
I just need to write what I can ... what my heart allows me to write ...
This song comes to mind ...
"Say goodbye on a night like this If it's the last thing we ever do You never looked as lost as this Sometimes it doesn't even look like you It goes dark It goes darker still Please stay But I watch you like I'm made of stone As you walk away
I'm coming to find you if it takes me all night A witch hunt for another girl For always and ever is always for you Your trust The most gorgeously stupid thing I ever cut in the world
Say hello on a day like today Say it everytime you move The way that you look at me now Makes me wish I was you It goes deep It goes deeper still This touch And the smile and the shake of your head
I'm coming to find you if it takes me all night Can't stand here like this anymore For always and ever is always for you I want it to be perfect Like before I want to change it all