Today it is my fathers's birthday.
He turns 73.
It is his last birthday in life.
What can one say to a person who is dying ... in their birthday?
What wishes do you wish them?
I bought him a scarf ... my sis bought him a sweater ... Ronnie bought him gloves ... mother bought him chocolates ...
It all seems so ... terribly sad ...
I don't know what to do ...
He is now semi sleeping on the soffa ... not really knowing where he is and what is happening to him ... ... It feels like those birthday parties given for a one year old who does not give a crap about the party ...
Add also the fact that he might die tomorrow ....
pffff
crap ....
I can talk about it though ...
I am not crying ...
I think I am handling it ...
He is here now ...
off ...
