April 1st, 2009


... 11 years without you...

“You are beside me. All around me. But how I wish, you were … here … ”


__R o z z W i l l i a m s__



November 6th, 1963

April 1st, 1998





"I could die a thousand times, but i'll always be here" -R.W.






[Unreleased Writings]

"I Have Nothing to Repent"


by Rozz Williams


For Five entire days and nights
emitting no decisive light
crushed into dust of sorrow
A lifetime lost in prison
or the death of faith

Years in solitary, awash in pure
sovereign men dwell therein,
behave like starving creatures
preventing him from sleep/retreats/sacrifices

The period of mourning begins
and ends
an elixir of resurrection
lives transfused with light
yes, dawn is breaking

Slowly, he begins to struggle
for his life
Vision in mind/imagination
floating in narcotic waves
Nights of the desert/ fanged serpents
mirages of a wasteland

Suspicious evidence
secured in hard knots
A discordant hum of human voices
drawing to a close
A painful, suffering body that calls for rest and peace-

 "I ... have nothing to repent."



Rozz Williams



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