June 10th, 2012

Karl Ruprecht Kroenen

He used to be ...

He used to be radiant
Now all I see is an empty shell of a man.
He used to laugh with his heart.
Now every time he cracks a smile it looks like it hurts.
He used to be happy.
Now sorrow is dressing him like a shroud.
He used to be handsome,
in a certain angle and a certain light ...
But until he finds her ...
the one he doesn't even know exists ...
the one who will save him from himself...
the one who will love him forever ...
the one who will accept him for always ...
the one I didn't want to be... or become ...
He will never "be" again.



- Alexandra N.S.
lips

And why did you say that things shall fall ...



and fall and fall and fall and ... fall apart!?



Oh well because ...





..... I see all too clearly now
why you should be discarded
and though I could pray for you
I probably shan`t
having had my cup filled up
with your lies
and your makeup

You were nothing
thinking you`re something ...

And nonetheless I still write this gothic lovesong
a sign to myself
and the memory of my past
I still write this gothic lovesong
and the memory of my past
and a way to shut out your face ...





Ah ... good times ...

Off to my book ...






(one c93 one di6 one c93 one di6 it's like a conversation)












Gloom

" ...after you finish reading, go out and find a cute puppy to stroke or eat a really nice cake ..."

Hahaha I just read a review for the book I am about to read and now I am really looking forward to it.

"... I don’t think I’ve ever read a book that was as grim and depressing as ‘The Postmortal’ and was as compelling a read at the same time. Drew Magary sets the ‘Post Cure’ world on a downward spiral that is plausible in almost every detail and flows in an inevitably smooth manner as a result. I literally couldn’t put this one down to the extent that I spent hours reading ‘The Postmortal’ without even realising that the time was going. I’d highly recommend you read this book but what I would say is that after you finish reading, go out and find a cute puppy to stroke or eat a really nice cake. Something that will cheer you up in other words; you’re going to really need it.
.."

Full review HERE

Ah here we go ... :D