September 10th, 2012

pro-zak

dear diary ... here and now ...


This is here and now.
Making plans for the future ... any future ... is pointless at this moment ...
I am now coming to terms with this idea.
Preparing for a potential future ... sure ... ok ... prepare ...
But making plans ... totally and utterly pointless ...
This is here ... and this is now ...

Understanding my limitations has led me to lose 4 more kilos, and wasting away it is not leading anywhere really ...

I am in between lives ...
one step forwards means down a cliff ...
one step backwards means down another cliff ...
How the hell did I get here?
How the hell am I gonna get outa here?

... fuck that ...

This is here and this is now ...

This is here and this is now ...
This is here and this is now ...
This is here and this is now ...
This is here and this is now ...

I will have to endure the bad and enjoy the good ...

but for now ... over and out