September 19th, 2012

Gloom

On the subject of suicide ...

I came across this text online the other day :

"I don't see any point at all in living. It's not like I'm totally miserable- I'm not happy or sad, but I feel like there's no point at all in living my life and I have no attachment to it. I'm not getting anything out of it, and I can't imagine anything that I could live for or achieve that there would be any point at all in sticking around for. I don't WANT to want to stick around. I don't care if I do or don't. I don't care if I die or live. It doesn't matter. But I can't help but feel I should be trying to kill myself so that I'll have wasted less of my time, less effort, less resources, etc. But I just don't care enough ..."


I guess what caught my eye was : I can't imagine anything that I could live for or achieve that there would be any point at all in sticking around for ...
It is very significant I think ...
It will give me something to work on in my head while at work today ...


I am doing my best to make this day flow ...

over and out ...
pro-zak

mmmusic ...



I can't wait to go home, open a bottle of wine and listen to more of Nick Grey. He "might" be my new obsession!!! :D I had a quick listen this morning before I went to work and was really impressed.


Gloom

...


"..............
I don't belong here
I can't find my way out
Every new morning is
Like a grave to my heart
I'd better keep moving
But I don't know where to start
And you won't hear me calling
On my way out"