April 1st, 2016


18 Years Without You

So this is My birth month.
Filled with joy and filed with sorrow.
From celebrating birthdays and anniversaries,
to commemorating friends and loved ones who left this world way to soon.
In April I was born,
in April most of My favorite people and friends are born.
In April I lost My mentor,
and in April I lost a best friend.

I will be posting frequently.
Reminding myself and others that life is way too short to waste it ...

Staring with one of the greatest poets of my generation. I can't believe it's 18 years. I'm thankful for his legacy!

In Memoriam of Rozz.

"You are beside me. All around me. But how I wish, you were … here"

__R o z z W i l l i a m s__

November 6th, 1963

April 1st, 1998


"I could die a thousand times, but i'll always be here" -R.W.

[Unreleased Writings]

"I Have Nothing to Repent"

by Rozz Williams

For Five entire days and nights
emitting no decisive light
crushed into dust of sorrow
A lifetime lost in prison
or the death of faith

Years in solitary, awash in pure
sovereign men dwell therein,
behave like starving creatures
preventing him from sleep/retreats/sacrifices

The period of mourning begins
and ends
an elixir of resurrection
lives transfused with light
yes, dawn is breaking

Slowly, he begins to struggle
for his life
Vision in mind/imagination
floating in narcotic waves
Nights of the desert/ fanged serpents
mirages of a wasteland

Suspicious evidence
secured in hard knots
A discordant hum of human voices
drawing to a close
A painful, suffering body that calls for rest and peace-

"I ... have nothing to repent."

Rozz Williams

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