Not exactly as it should.
But it goes on.
And sometimes it feels ... on and on and on ...
But sometimes it feels good enough...
Like today ... the weather is raising my spirit significantly!
I love November.
It seems we entered winter, according to the calendar. Sadly, the temperature is still autumn temperature though. Not cold enough to even put gloves on.
But it is nice and gray and moody :)
With a beautiful, relaxing blue-gray light covering everything. No need to squint when looking at the heavens, at clouds as thick as a gigantic gray pillow-soup in the sky! I love winter! I can't wait for the snow to start falling. I can't wait for temperatures bellow zero! Winter awakes my "soul"!
And the weather is the only bright spot on the horizon right this moment.
My sleeping problem seems unsolvable for the time being. I tried some medication, but it messed me up. I was stoned for the whole day after.
No fun. I want to be in control. Always.
I have tried some really nice beers the last 2 months and haven't post jack shit here. But that's because my life has changed so much the past 2 months, I hardly find time to read, let alone write here.
Now it is time to listen to "Stabat mater" with my second morning coffee and walk to my meeting with my job-planner.
Ave, all you beautiful heathens out there!