Yes, that post I made 6 years ago.
How much more sense it makes now huh?
How much more real it becomes.
Not a riddle anymore. Not senseless rumblings of a lonely woman. But a cry for help from myself to myself.
The Carnie is one of my most revealing yet cryptic public entries in the history of my journal.
I read it again and smile. And therefore I will keep on re-posting it as a reminder of the fact that we can all escape the blue monkey's cage but only few of us gets to join the circus.