Alexandra Norrskèn (N.S.) (lantichristo) wrote,
Alexandra Norrskèn (N.S.)

And that was my winter ...

The pain on my neck that reflects down my entire arm and numbs my fingers is still strong after 3 whole months.


Every time I toutch the guitar I suffer.
Yet I write at least one song every week.
Every time I toutch the whip I suffer.
Yet I have someone bound and gagged on my floor frequently.
Every time I toutch a book I suffer.
Yet I read everyday.
And so far, no doctor knows what is wrong with me exactly.
I'm also quite poor at the moment, so no travelsn and no purchases In the horizon.
I am emotionally detached from all sorts of feelings that indicate I still have a heart. This frankly saves me a lot of grief.

And weirdly enough, I find myself pleased with life at the moment. And I smile a lot.

I have more playmates than I can handle and this keeps me very busy and my whips shiny.
No time to think deep thoughts and get lost in the craving of grey matter.

I don't bother anymore.

To round it up, Physical Pain, Inspirational Diarrhea and Carnal Pleasures.

That was my winter.

How was yours?

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