Alexandra Norrskèn (N.S.) (lantichristo) wrote,
Alexandra Norrskèn (N.S.)

never before ... never again ...

Great pain and immense pleasure are the only words to describe my days.

I rest for a coupe of days and then I fall head over heels on my desires.
There are a few people (maybe more than I can handle) in my life right now, who want to be "mine" It is "their need", "their craving"
I am not sure I can accept responsibility.
I am not sure I can follow through.

All I know for certain is ... I cannot stop ...

He could be mine ... if I let him ...

I've locked him once already ...

He seems willing enough ...

Should I keep the key?

Should he taste my desires ...

Should I give him the combination to my iron heart ?
Or ... maybe not ... I have no heart
Or ... have I?

I guess I will let my senses guide me ... like I do with music ...
Tags: bdsm, dear diary, dominatrix, femdom, me, mistress, mypet, shoes

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