Filled with joy and filed with sorrow.
From celebrating birthdays and anniversaries,
to commemorating friends and loved ones who left this world way to soon.
In April I was born,
in April most of My favorite people and friends are born.
In April I lost My mentor,
and in April I lost a best friend.
I will be posting frequently.
Reminding myself and others that life is way too short to waste it ...
Staring with one of the greatest poets of my generation. I can't believe it's 18 years. I'm thankful for his legacy!
In Memoriam of Rozz.
"You are beside me. All around me. But how I wish, you were … here"
__R o z z W i l l i a m s__
November 6th, 1963
April 1st, 1998
"I could die a thousand times, but i'll always be here" -R.W.
"I Have Nothing to Repent"
by Rozz Williams
For Five entire days and nights
emitting no decisive light
crushed into dust of sorrow
A lifetime lost in prison
or the death of faith
Years in solitary, awash in pure
sovereign men dwell therein,
behave like starving creatures
preventing him from sleep/retreats/sacrifices
The period of mourning begins
an elixir of resurrection
lives transfused with light
yes, dawn is breaking
Slowly, he begins to struggle
for his life
Vision in mind/imagination
floating in narcotic waves
Nights of the desert/ fanged serpents
mirages of a wasteland
secured in hard knots
A discordant hum of human voices
drawing to a close
A painful, suffering body that calls for rest and peace-
"I ... have nothing to repent."
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