I found the original .... :D
My man found it for me ofcourse. That man can find anything I ask and can fix anything broken ... it is so freaky ... he has never let me down!
So I got Grey Gardens (1975) now. I watched it 2 times already.
It is so sad yet it makes me smile.

this picture tears me to pieces ...
The Beales of Grey Gardens (2006) documentary with the unseen material is very interesting too though. It has some missing pieces of the puzzle.